It's already Saturday. I haven't done anything. I need to start. I need to. I need to!!
I just cut an inch off my fringe but I think it doesn't really make any difference. Everytime I hold the scissors, I will have that urge to cut short straight bangs. Implusive, implusive me. I controlled that impulse today. I feel like painting my nails too.
I wonder how I am actually able to go through this holiday without even studying at all. I am worried but just not doing anything about it. I want a holiday extention! I'm best at wasting time. Sigh.
I think that once it's past midnight, I can't think properly. I start getting more impulsive and emotional. It's like my brain stopped working, causing me to think irrationally and do stupid things. I should just hit the bed now.
Good night,
C